Chapter Three
The room was silent. The only noise to be heard was his heavy breathing and the beat of his racing heart. The creature that was at his feet had vanished and he felt an unavoidable sinking feeling in his stomach. Something had happened to her, and it wasn’t for the better of things. Alex got down on all fours and began searching the floor for her body. If she were indeed okay, he would find her feet, if not…
His fingertips brushed against cold flesh. He trailed them across her face and over her lips. They were stone cold. He twisted his fingers through her golden locks and knew it was her. He poked at her forearm and prodded her stomach; she didn’t make a move. It was then he knew she was gone. Tears began to prick the backs of his eyes and he felt something warm trickle down his cheeks and fall to the ground. Why was he crying? He didn’t even know this girl, but now he was mourning her death? He couldn’t explain it, he just felt a sudden bond with her, like her aquamarine eyes, they were his, and the mole.
He was falling again. But this pit had an end. He felt the sudden chill run through his body as his lungs filled painfully with water. Once he had stopped plunging deeper into the black limitless obis, he struggled to swim towards the surface. It seemed like forever, and his lungs were aching with the held breath and the pressure of the water threatening that if he were to take another breath, his lungs would again be filled with the cold stinging fluid. The water was salty, that indicated the ocean or a river running from it. Unable to hold it any longer, he gasped again, but no air filled his lungs, just the traitorous liquid. He wondered if he’d ever reach the surface, or would he die there? He thought of the girl that he let die because he hadn’t found her in time to save her. He thought of his father and all the hookers he had tried to make Alex love. Then he thought of his lost mother, and he felt his throat seise up with the painful thought. His mother hadn’t wanted him when he was born, so she had left him with his father. Clinton had brought this up every time Alex had suggested that he find her. He closed his eyes and stopped swimming. His thoughts trailed off as he thought about all that his father had put through during the past eight years of his life. All the beatings he had endured from him, all the cursing and name-calling, all the times his father had wanted and urged him to lose his virginity so he could follow in his and his grandfathers footsteps, all the times his fathers ‘friends’ had shown up for their weekly ‘work-out’ that Alex was made endure. He didn’t want to live anymore; he just wanted to die. He was here, there was no one in the world that cared about him besides Af, and there was no point to living anymore. He had an abusive father, a mother who didn’t care for him or even acknowledge his existence, no friends, some crazed lunatic after him wanting to kill him for his ‘powers’ and a long line of street girls after him. What a lovely life I lead, he thought. This was it.
He let the breath he was holding go and took a big gulp of water. His lungs burned as they filled once again with the salty water. Again, two, three lung fulls of water. He felt dizzy and exhausted. Just as he blacked out he felt something grab him and pull at his arm, maybe he would be dragged deeper and torn apart, that way no one would find him and no one would notice his death.He opened his eyes and stared up at a familiar face. It was his father, but how? He looked around and he saw the familiar surroundings of his room.
“Alex. You stopped breathing. Are you okay?” Clinton asked with more worry in his voice than Alex had ever heard in his life. Maybe Clinton was worried about his investments rather than Alex himself. But he didn’t know, all he knew is that Clinton was worried about him and it felt good to know that his father cared about him enough to feel that way.
“I’m fine.” He said pushing his father away by his chest. “What time is it? How long was I asleep?” Alex asked staring around the room for his alarm clock, but remembering that his father had nicked it to make sure his girls showed up on time. One of the only things he had managed to save up money he found lying around for and his father stole it on him, how typical.
“You were out for at least five hours, that I knew of. Perhaps more, it depends on how long you were in your room before you actually fell asleep. I came in to see if you wanted to go for a walk with Missy, but you were asleep, that’s as much as I know.” Clinton stood and walked to the door. “Get dressed nicely. We’re going to the movies.” Clinton said turning and walking away again.
“What? Why? Since when do we have the money to go to the movies? Don’t you usually spend it all on your little ‘girls’ as soon as the money comes in?” Clinton turned to Alex and glared harshly and Alex feared he would be struck soon, but no, the hit wasn’t made and Alex was still standing.
“Listen you little prick! I just received a massive check from your mother, so if you want I can leave you at home!” Alex’s eyes widened at the mention of his mother. He had to ask, even though he knew Clinton would snap at him, he had to ask the question.
“My mother? Is she back?”
“Oh shut-up Alex. She doesn’t care about you so just shut your mouth about it okay? She’s just paying for the child support the she owes.”
Tears welled up in his eyes. It hurt to know that his own mother, the very woman that gave birth to him, hated him and spat at his very existence. Alex turned away, hiding his weak tears from his father. If his father saw that he was crying, he’d never hear the end of it, not to mention he’d be labelled a failure. Alex knew that Clinton cried, when he’s in bed, alone, at night. Alex heard him crying on his way to the front door on several occasions. But it was only when he was alone, or rather, thought he was alone. Alex still seen crying as a weakness, and so, thought himself very weak.
“So are you gunna get dressed or what? We’re leaving in five minutes. So if you are planning on joining us, you’d better hurry, ‘cause we’re not waiting.” With a slight huff, Clinton stood and walked from the room.
Looking at his father in full, Alex noticed the new clothes Clinton wore. His shirt was clean and had a brand. Clinton was wearing a Billabong shirt. His jeans were the same, Billabong brand, and clean. They were new Etnie joggers too.
“Oh. I almost forgot.”
Alex watched as Clinton exited the room. What had he forgotten? He didn’t say. Maybe he was talking to Missy. But after a minute, Clinton re-entered the room, a bundle of material in hand, and a box.
“Here brat, put them on. Save you the trouble of finding yourself some clean clothes seeing as you take forever.” He left again.
That wasn’t true. He took less time then Clinton and Missy put together. Unfolding the material his father had handed him, Alex found a black shirt with the logo ‘Bad Boy’ written across it and on the back was the typical kid with white hair flipping someone off. The jeans were also black with the logo ‘Rusty’ written down the side of the left leg in white cursive writing. Alex had to smile. He had spent all his life wishing he had enough money to buy decent brands of clothing. All the ‘cool’ clothing he owned, he had grown out of years ago.
Turning now to the box, he new what it contained. Sliding the lid off, a red pair of ‘Slazenger’ shoes were revealed.
“Thanks mum.” Alex whispered to no one in particular. After all, it was his mother that had supplied his father with the money to buy the clothes.
After dressing, Alex stood and was about to leave and find his father when a voice called from the hall. “Alex! The taxi’s here! If you’re coming with us your father says you gotta get your arse moving baby!”
Damn he hated Missy. And he wished that she’d stop calling him things like ‘baby’ and ‘sugar’ and ‘gorgeous’ ‘sexy’ or ‘sweetie’. It made him sick.
“I’m on my way fat-ass!” He called back. Missy just gave a giggle and walked through the front door. Walking down the hall, Alex sniggered. Missy actually thought he was joking when he called her ‘fat-ass’ or ‘Shamu’.
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Sliding into the taxi, Alex felt a rush of excitement as the cab turned a left and headed for the cinema.
“So what are we going to see?” He couldn’t help asking, the experience was overwhelming. He was really going to the movies.
“Missy wants to see ‘Miss Congeniality 2’ so we’re going to see that.”
That’s all? Oh well. It’s a movie and they would be seeing it on the big screen. While he continued to smile his thoughts continued fly, and he couldn’t help thinking that he’d done this before, with someone else. But, he couldn’t remember
ever going to the cinema before in his
life. But why did he have this feeling?
The car drove for a good twenty minutes before the bright lights of the city came into view and Alex found himself standing in front of the ‘High-Lights Movie Theatre’.
Entering the cinema, Clinton went to the front counter to retrieve the tickets while Missy and Alex raided the concessions stand. Once again, Alex was feeling de je vu and found himself fighting the urge to point to what he wanted and then point to the lady at the counter and say ‘and you’.
“Hmm… Now that’s gotta be the weirdest urge I’ve ever received.” He said aloud.
Missy looked to him and raised an overly plucked eyebrow.
“What is?” She questioned, clearly confused by Alexs’ statement. What could he expect, she was a blonde.
“Oh. Just now, I received the urge to point to what I wanted and then point to the lady at the counter and say ‘and you’. But I have no idea where it came from.”
“Uh- Okay.” Missy said, turning back to the lady, who was also giving Alex a funny look, and handing over the money for her purchase.
Missy and Alex met up with Clinton at the entry gate and entered the movie theatre together. One lady had even commented on how wonderful it was to see a family together. The comment had made Clinton snort, but Alex just smile and thanked her. Missy made no effort to reply and just continued on into the theatre to get a good seat.
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The movie had ended and Alex had returned home alone. Clinton and Missy had stayed to watch what ever the late night movie was and stated that they would be staying at a hotel for the night. Clinton and Missy had returned laughing and giggling around lunchtime the next day. It was obvious what they’d gotten up to during their second movie. Alex wasn’t sure what they had seen, but it was a late, which meant that there wouldn’t be many people in the theatre, maybe none at all.
Clinton pushed open the door to Alexs’ bedroom and shook him awake. Opening a sleepy cat-like eye, Alex groaned and rolled over onto his side, facing away from Clinton.
“Hey prick. Get up and do something. It’s one in the arvo dip-shit.”
Alex rolled over and looked up at Clinton, his eyes still slightly glazed from sleep. Clinton tugged on his blankets and flipped them back so Alex lay, exposed to the remotely cooler air, still clad in the clothes he wore the previous night, shoes and all.
“You need to get out of the room anyway. No piss-off.”
Alex was too tired to question his father so he stood and walked to the door, rubbing his eyes as he went and hoping he didn’t run into anything. But nothing so much as even brushed his foot.
Turning from his doorway and into the hall, Alex paused in mid step as he glanced at the newly plastered walls. Where were all the porn posters? Where were all the battle scars? The hallway was completely clean. Alex ran down the strange hall. He had to escape from this cleanliness. He turned into the lounge room and gasped. It too was clean. When he looked around, he noticed the kitchen in the other room, clean. In fact, the whole house had been renovated and smelled freshly of baby powder. Wait a minute. Why baby powder? He didn’t understand it, but it was obviously happening. But he still pinched himself on the arm, just to be sure. “Ouch!” Yep, it was happening. He walked back to his room holding his arm and flopped down on the bed, face first.
“Can you please leave? I need to adapt.” Came a muffled Alex voice from the messy, unmade bed covers.
“Whatever. But make it quick. The renovators will be in here after they’ve finished with the bathroom.” When Alex looked up with disgust, Clinton was already gone. All this time he’d wished for the house to be clean and to look like Kezzas house did, but now it was here, and he’d grown up with the mess, become used to it and forgotten Kezza and her house, he just wanted his old mess back.
Alex slid from the bed and crawled to the door, closing it. Pulling his feet back to his small, puffy sanctuary, he lay down in the twisted mass of blankets and buried his head in the covers. Thoughts of his past dreams flew through his head like lightening. Who were all the strangers that seemed to know him so well? What did the dreams mean anyway?
It wasn’t all that long when Alex was torn from his reverie by a sharp rapping on his door. With a sigh Alex dragged himself from his bed to answer the door. He knew what awaited him on the other side, renovators.
“Yeah! What do you want?” He wasn’t exactly in the mood to listen to these guys and he didn’t want to be disturbed while he was thinking. He just wanted to sleep, but he did want the scenery in his room to change. He was sick of seeing naked girls every day.
“We’re here to renovate-”
“I know why you’re here. I just don’t care. But come in anyway.” He pushed the door wide open to welcome the renovators. Finally, his room would be how
he wanted. He sat back as he watched them do their work, directing them in a certain direction every now and then.
It wasn’t to long before his father entered the room and told the workers to leave for the day.
“Alex, you’ll have to sleep on the couch tonight.” Clinton grabbed Alex by the arm and dragged him from the room. “Come on. Get out. I don’t want you in here until your room’s fixed up. Okay?” Alex ignored his father and let himself be dragged from the room. “Answer me you little prick!”
Clinton planted a firm hand across Alex’s face, sending him crashing to the ground.
Here we go again, another fight.It hadn’t been more than a few minutes when Alex was thrown to the ground and knocked unconscious. Clinton stared down at his son sprawled across the tiled floor. Blood slowly oozed from his wounds of being pushed into the newly repaired glass cabinet, knocking it to the ground and sending shards of glass scattering across room. He smiled, this meant Alex would be out of his way for at least an hour, and with the workers gone he was free to do what he wished. Reaching for the phone, Clinton dialled “Flash: 1” his favourite.
When Alex awoke it was pitch black. How long had he been unconscious? More than a few hours, that was for sure. He pushed the light on his watch; it read 12:58am. Damn, he was out for a while, wasn’t he?
He heard a familiar noise echoing down the hall and with a sigh he pulled himself off the floor and onto the couch. His cuts and bruises still hurt badly, some still oozed and bled. They had to be cleaned quickly before they became infected. By all rights they should have needed stitching, now, but he couldn’t be bothered and he knew his father would make a huge deal out of it. He’d let it be, for now, but if it got worse he’d have to do something about it.
The noises coming from down the hall were getting louder. Alex had to escape this torture. He was used to it, that was true, but he still hated it beyond all else. He couldn’t sneak out yet; his father would come to the kitchen for a drink before returning for more, then, eventually, sleep will follow. Only when Clinton and, probably Missy, were asleep, could Alex leave the house with no other worries.
Alex lay on the lounge, wondering how long it would take for the pair to settle tonight. No where over twenty more minutes…he hoped. The noise coming from the end room continued to grow.
Eventually it slowed and stopped.
Alex lay in calm silence and sighed. He had waited ten minutes after the two had finished before he thought it safe enough to set foot out of the lounge room itself.
Tip edging along the side of the hall, Alex made for the front door, as he always did.
The front door silently opened as he leapt down the front steps once more. He had to find a new routine; he was getting too good at this one. He thought with an inward smile as he made off down the once more quiet street. Remnants of yesterdays snow still remained, now slightly muddy though, due to being grinded into the foot path by heavy and busy feet.
Alex, looking left to right wearily, pressed onwards towards the local park, where he was sure to find a doped up kid or two.
He let his feet take him, not actually paying attention to his steps, but focusing more on the night before-hand, when he was attacked. Suddenly, leaving the house seemed like a very bad idea, but he couldn’t turn back now.
As he stepped up the curb to the park, Alex noticed a figure lying sprawled across one of the benches. He approached slowly and the figure stirred and rose suddenly.
Alex jumped back, barely dodging the knife that was slashed at his stomach. The figure on the bench was a man. With his eyes still closed tightly, he swung the knife aimlessly through the air, stabbing and slashing in every which direction but making no real impact. Realising this, with a lunge towards Alex, he cried “Don’t touch my stuff!” and fell into Alex, knocking him to the ground and winding him, bringing a firm hand down into the ground.
Alex opened his eyes to find the man that had attacked him unconscious across his chest. Lifting him, he realised that he couldn’t move. As he looked to his left shoulder, he found that he was pinned to the ground by the knife that was swung at him. It had pierced his shirt and stuck him firmly to the ground.
Pulling hard on the knife, Alex managed to loosen it and remove it from its earthly sheath. Once he was free, Alex managed to lift the heavy body from his own and rolled the man over to check he was still breathing.
Alex listened for air being drawn into and released from the mans lungs, but heard only a small gurgle as he shifted once more. His eyes fluttered open and Alex moved away once more, in case this person had another knife or other form of implement that would bring Ouch Town upon him.
“Hey. What are you doing here boy? This is my bench! Find your own. Jesus Christ. Times have changed that a guy can be pulled from his own bench while sleeping and have a theft performed under his own nose.”
The rambling continued as Alex cocked one eyebrow and stared around as if asking and hoping for some stranger to save him.
“Uh huh, o… Kay. Well… I gotta go now. So- Sorry about your bench. But I wasn’t trying to steal it, I have a home and I can hear it calling me, okay? Okay.” Alex stood and turned to w away when he felt a hand grab his wrist and drag him back towards the cold, moist earth.
“Hi. I’m Bikku. Sorry for the misunderstanding. Kays? I’m a bit defensive of my benches.” The fore mentioned Bikku held out a grubby hand for Alex to take.
“Hey. Alex.” He spoke quietly as if afraid, but took Bikku's hand nonetheless. “Uh, pleased to meet you, Bikku.”
“Yeh, same.” Bikku shook Alex's hand rather enthusiastically and Alex feared he would soon lose his arm if it continued much longer.
After attempting to leave numerous times, Bikku had managed to keep Alex in conversation long enough for him to learn that Bikku had been living on the streets for three years now because his mother and father had split up and his mother kicked him out on the streets. Bikku was a bum, and this un-nerved Alex, having heard stories and seen movies where hobos had attacked people viciously with broken bottles and such. Alex, after hearing Bikkus’ life story and promised Bikku that he’d be back tomorrow, was finally able to leave and head home.
As he walked down the street towards home, he felt as though he was being watched. But when he turned to see if someone was following him, he found no one. A cold shiver ran down his spine as the thought of Yo-Wen crossed his mind, closely followed by Aphrodite and what she had said about keeping him safe.
“Aphrodite.” He whispered silently before he heard a clatter behind him.
Alex spun around to find Bikku sprawled across the pavement surrounded by garbage cans. Was Bikku following him? A sudden fear spreading across his body, Alex turned and ran, not wanting to know the reason behind Bikku's strange behaviour.
Alex ran the rest of the way home and jumped the steps to his house before pushing the door silently open and creeping back to his room, not needing to worry about the creaking floor boards anymore, as they had been mended during the renovating that he had slept through and not known was taking place.
Kicking off his shoes, Alex remembered that he had been told to sleep on the couch. He turned and walked into the living room. Wishing he’d left his shoes on, Alex fell to the ground due to the pain spreading through his feet and now hands and knees.
He had forgotten that he had been thrown into the glass cabinet and that glass still littered the floor. Tears filled his eyes as he reached for the kitchen light. Flipping the switch, he stood and tip-toed to the kitchen table that was less than a room away.
Sitting on one of the chairs at the kitchen table, Alex began to pick the glass from his hands, knees and feet.
After he was sure he had removed every shard of glass from his new wounds and wrapped them securely with fresh bandages from the medicine cabinet, Alex set to clean up the mess with the broom. He would just sweep it as close to the wall as he could until morning, then he would dispose of it.
He was too tired to fully clear away the glass, so he left it and went to lay on the lounge.
It wasn’t long before sleep engulfed him. It was a relief when no vision came, just black, undreaming, unfaltering sleep.